The Obdurate Avidity

Chapter 7

 

By TurtleBoy

 

 

 
            The sweet scent of not too fruity not to perfumy filled my nostrils.  I opened my eyes to see James lying with his head resting upon my chest holding me tight.  Looking around slowly, I was still inside the bathroom lying on the floor beside the toilet.  My head was now clear and alert, and the pains which once plagued my body had relinquished.  I was completely aware of what had happened and semi embarrassed about it.  The thought of upchucking in front of James like that humiliated me in a way.  It was definitely degrading.  He had been through so much the last week, and still puts up with this.  I felt so bad inside, regretting all that I have been putting him through.

 
            Raising my arms to embrace this loving soul lying on top of me, James lifted his head staring at me with his blood shot eyes and drenched cheeks.   I smiled at him, and held him tight, kissing his forehead.  He than buried his head against my shoulder, while I took in this fragile moment.

 
“Are you okay?”  I heard faintly depart from James lips.


“Yea, I’m fine now….. I’m sorry.”  Is all I could come up with.

 
“Don’t be sorry, I’m just glad you’re okay.”

 
“James.”

 
“Yea?”

 
“I think I love you.”


            There was an uncomfortable gap, in the time it took James to come up with any reaction to what I had just said.  Did I say something wrong?  Was it too early to use such words?  It’s not like I meant to say it, they just kind of rolled off my tongue without any consent from me.  Oh god I scared him, yea real romantic, I just puked my guts out, blacked out on the floor, scared him to death…. Yet again!  And now I throw this in his face so he can feel trapped!  God I’m stupid.

 
            James than lifted his head, looking into my eyes.  It was if he was peering directly into my very soul, which left me feeling anxious.  I could not think of anything more to say, but he seemed to be at a lack of words or expected me to say something. 


“Really?...”  He said softly, but with an awkward sounding tone.  “I think I love you too.”

 
            My heart got stuck in my throat along with my stomach, my insides were twisted, which portrayed a strange unfelt before feeling inside of me.  All I could do was uncontrollably wrap my arms around him and hold him as close as humanly possible.  Was it possible to love him?  We had barely known each other for two weeks, and half of that I was a vegetable.  But there was no doubt that the feelings inside me were real, something that can effect a person such as now, must have something real to base upon.  The acknowledgement of this only made the experience more intense, I could feel my heart beat heavily against his.  The knotted feeling inside only mangled its self even more, the description doesn’t do it justice however.  It sounds horribly painful, yet the feeling in was definitely good.  It was as if letting go would cause my insides to burst, as the feeling to be closer mocked me due to physical impossibilities, like our souls wanted to merge as one, but our bodies would not allow it.  Which I suppose is what causes the strange feelings inside, my heart and souls frustration due to being confined to a single body.

 
            My loss of words was no longer awkward, it was welcomed.  I moved my head towards James, as to place a kiss to his lips.  Yet when James realized this he smiled and backed away from my approach.  I looked at him confused and semi hurt from the rejection.  He only giggled, and got up.


“No offense to you at all Adrian, but you might want to wash your face and possibly brush your teeth.”  He smirked, trying as to not hurt my feelings.

 
“Oh yea, hehe, I forgot.” Remembering that I had just vomited, ewe… Yucky!

 
“By the way, are you sure you’re feeling okay?  I don’t think it’s normal to have blood in your puke.”  James inquired with concern.

 
“Blood???  Really?  I got up and looked in the toilet.  There was quite a large amount of red which tainted the toilet,  “God, that’s disgusting!  But I swear I feel fine.  Actually, I feel better than I did when I woke up today.”

 
“Okay…. But if you do it again, I’m making your mom take you to the doctors!”  He enforced, as a matter of fact.

 
“Alright, fair enough.  But for now I must clean up, Bluh yucky!”  I flushed the toilet twice, just to be sure.  Than washed my face, and brushed my teeth.  Making sure to do so; thoroughly.

 
“Much better.”  James smiled, wrapping his arms around me, and finally kissing me!

           
“So, you wanna go watch the movie now?”  I suggested, not wanting to be in the bathroom anymore.

 
“Yea sure, it’s been on the main menu forever now.”  He giggled.

 
            We headed back towards my room, lying next to each other on the bed.  As the movie began, we cuddled up close, holding one another tight.  It was the greatest feeling in the world.  The movie was playing; the room was dark, aside from the flickering of the television beating off the walls.  The smell of James hair, and the feel of his chest against my arm, I rested my head against his, while taking in his wonderful scent.  I could hear yelling from the television, but it didn’t affect me one bit.  My eyes were closed as I held him close.  My heart beat heavy against his back.  I could tell his eyes were closed.  Couldn’t quite explain how I could tell, I couldn’t see his face.  It just felt that way.  Kissing the back of his neck, he shivered, and a smile crossed his face.  My hand had slid under his shirt, and was lightly sliding against his chest and stomach.  My mind was else where, while my heart floated in his direction.  I could feel his body shift, as he lay on his back.


            Placing a kiss against his cheek, I found my lips melt upon contact.  His skin was so warm to the touch, so smooth to the feel.  Slowly peeling off his shirt to gain better access to this perfection beside me, and dropping it on the floor beside the bed.  My right hand slid slowly against his stomach, not one part of his torso was left untouched.  From the subtleness of his nipples, to the perfect dip of his bellybutton, I would slowly take the time to bring it the attention it deserved.


            I could see goose bumps forming across his chest, and down his arms.  Leaning in and kissing his lips once more, his arm reached in behind me and held me against him.  I rolled on top of him as he slid off my shirt; our bellies atop one another, letting the comforting warmth soak in and take us away.  Our kissing had increased, and our intent progressed.  I could feel his hands attempt to remove my pants, as my own did the same to him.  However, it was useless; we were going no where like this.  So I temporarily broke our hold on each other, in order to accommodate our goals.  I slid off my pants and his than own past our ankles and dropped them to the floor, than resuming our previous positions.  I took in his wonderful scent while sliding my lips against his cheek.  I ran my fingers through his hair, and placed a kiss against his soft lips.  His hands slid across my back than down to my butt.  I slight squeeze sent ripples of goose bumps down my spine.  I could feel his tongue enter past my lips to join my own a delicate touch only complimenting his technique and passion.

 
            With my right hand, I slid beneath the waist of his remaining clothing; feeling the warmth and eagerness in the palm of my hand.  James than removed my underwear slowly allowing the feeling of his thumbs to once again send shivers throughout my body.  I too, than removed James of his confines while allowing our most private of parts touch the others in freedom.  His erection pressed against me,  causing our kisses to become more passionate.  While his exploring hands slid across the smoothness of my body, his right hand seemed to become fond of my exposed bottom.  It would often get left behind, while the left hand kept travelling.  He would slowly circle the left cheek of my behind, and allow his fingers to travel the crevice which separated the two.  With ever stroke, his fingers would travel deeper.  I could soon feel them right against my entrance.  He was pumping his erection against my own, as I felt his fingers massage my backsides centre.  I kissed his neck from below the chin to atop his shoulders.  I could feel his finger slowly enter me, which caused my own erection to involuntarily twitch.  His heart beat rapidly against my own, he almost seemed nervous.  I than made the attempt to comfort him, by engaging in a deep kiss, and slowly pushing back on his probing finger.  In result, his finger was now as far inside me as possible and his erection was harder than before.  I could feel pre-cum against my stomach from his excitement, so I than began to circle my hips into him.  His finger probed in and out circling slowly.

 
            Our intimacy was at a whole new peak, and in the intensity I forced James finger outside of me, and entrapped him in a long deep kiss.  His tongue met mine; wrapping around one an others and loosing ourselves in the moment.  I raised my self, and brought my bottom end to his top.  I could feel his warmth against the fold of my backside.  As I continued my movements; the tip of his erection was against the entrance of my centre.  I pushed back carefully, feeling him slowly enter me.  I could sense his impatience and frustration as it was taking quite some time to get in.  As there was no lube,  this was no easy task.  But in one stubborn moment of stupidity, I pushed back entirely until James was now fully inside of me.  Keeping still for a moment till the shock had gone and the partial ache had subsided, I began to slowly move back and forth over James.  I could feel him twitch and spasm inside of me.  It was so cute.  The feeling was so new to the both of us, we weren’t sure how to react next.  So we just quietly looked up at each other in an attempt to adjust to this new feeling.

 
            James was smiling up at me, as was I smiling down at him.  His hands on my waist and mine on his abdomen; my hips would move upward slowly, than down.  With every movement it became easier, and soon the awkward fullness inside of me began to feel good, even amazing.  I lifted up partially and circled slowly on top of him than back down.  There, he hit something that felt intensely exciting.  I repeated the action and felt it again.  This time causing shivers to engulf my body.  My pace sped up, and my excitement sky rocketed.  With every pass of this wonder spot inside me was a flow of ecstasy through out my body.  I couldn’t stop I wanted more.  I leaned down and embraced James in a long sensual kiss, while repeating my movement.  His hands caressed my body.  I could feel a tingly sensation overwhelm my body as James began to increase in speed.  I encircled midsection, with every deepened movement inside me.  Than without warning I let go of myself and my entire body quivered.  I could feel my insides spasm around James as I held him tightly against me.

 
            What seemed like an eternity soon came to and end.  I raised my head to look down at James, who was smiling up at me.    I placed a short kiss against James lips, while removing his limp self from my body.  We than collapsed against each other and embraced ourselves as one beneath the covers, than slowly drifted off into calm peaceful sleep in each others arms.

 
            The next morning I awoke next to James who was still holding me tight.   I snuggled into him placing a tender kiss on his chest.  I felt his arms wrap tighter around me; than a gentle kiss was placed on the top of my head.  I looked up towards him and he kissed my lips and smiled at me.

 
“I’m all sticky.”  Said James smiling.

 
“What?”  I replied while looking in his eyes.

 
“I think we need a shower.”  He suggested.

 
“Alright…  Let’s go.”  I agreed, not really wanting to get up just yet.


            When I broke our hold and rolled over him and stood up, I realized my butt was all moist and sticky.  I than realized what James meant.  He than stood up and threw on some pants.  Looking down at the bed, there was a rather large wet spot in the centre of the bed.

 
“Uh oh…  I think I leaked.”  I giggled, while sliding on some underwear.

 

“Hehehe!  Told you!”  James replied heading for the door towards the bathroom.

 
“So you were right, I’m coming.”  I agreed.

 
“Wasn’t that the problem to begin with?”  James joked.

 
“Just get in the shower!”  I giggled some more.

 
            After a rather long pee between the two of us, we jumped in the shower together.  Taking turns lathering each other up.  We of course spent most the time cuddling against each others soapy bodies.  After we were all clean we wrapped up in towels and headed back to my room to get dressed.

 
“So, what do you want for breakfast?”  I asked.

 
“Dunno…. What do you got?”

 
“Ummm Not sure, maybe we should shut up and go find out.  With that we ventured down the stairs and raided the kitchen for some food.  I ended up just toasting some waffles, James however had cocoa puffs.

 
“Hey, where are your parents?”  James questioned.

 
“Umm, my dad might be at work, and my moms probably in town mingling.  She likes to know everyone and everything.”  I guessed.


“Oh, well… Whatcha feel like doing?”  James pondered.

 
“We could always run back to that place in the forest!”

 
“Ummm, I don’t think I’m ready for another trip like that one just yet.  Maybe we can go on a walk through the fields or something.  Those are always much more safe.  Maybe even a picnic and some swimming!”  James suggested.

 
“Sounds awesome!  Except let’s not go to the same place as before, cause I don’t think I ever want to go back there.”  I stated as a matter of fact.

 
“You couldn’t pay me to go back there.”  James said quietly.

 
“Well… Let’s go play some video games or something until my mom gets back so she knows what’s going on.”


“Alright, I’ll call my mom and let her know too.”  With that said, I ran upstairs to get the game ready to go, and James called his mommy.


            While sitting on my bed and reminiscing of last night, I felt a warm glow below my neck.  A slight burning sensation, almost like a bee sting.  When I went to feel for it, it seemed to only be a couple of small bumps, no bigger than a grain of sand.  Must be a rash or something.  Last time I sleep in semen!   NOT! Hehehe.


“My mom said it’s alright, but she said I’m sleeping at home tonight.”  James said coming into the room.


“Oh, alright.  But, who will keep me warm tonight?”  I jokingly asked.


“You’re sticky bed?”  James replied with a smile.

 
“Oh right!  I got a small piece of you permanently with me!”


“Wow, that’s kind of disturbing.”


“Shut up and kiss me!”  I demanded with a smile.  Enough was said.  James sat on the bed next to me and gave me a wonderful tender kiss.  I than subtly broke our kiss and pressed start to kick his butt in Halo2 once more!    Well, kinda.

 
            I could not have been so wrong.  James one every match by at least 5 kills.  It was almost humiliating.  I found it more and more necessary to distract him in an attempt to be able to actually catch up.  It was starting to get on my nerves.  Everything I did he would ignore, and I would be the one paying for it!  Grrrrr!  Fortunately I heard the front door close!


“Mom’s home!”  I loudly stated and jumped to my feet and headed down the stairs.


“Poor sport!”  James teased running after me. 


“Hey ma, can me and James head out to the fields to have a picnic and go swimming?”  I asked barely down the stairs.


“Good morning to you too Adrian.”  She joked.


“So… Can we?”


“I guess, just have James call home first.”


“He already did, she says it’s okay.”


“Alright, you two go grab what ever you need, I’ll fix you boys up some lunch.”


“Cool! Thanks Mom!”  I said, giving her a hug and running back up the stairs to find some trunks.


            I grabbed a bag, and threw in a couple pairs of shorts, and a couple towels.  Than zipped it up.  The whole event took like twenty seconds, so me and James played one last game while mom was making our lunch to bring.


“Alright, you guys, you’re good to go!”  I heard mom yell up the stairs.


“Okay! Thanks Mom!”  I yelled back, dropping the controller and grabbing the bag and James.  “Let’s get out of here.”



Chapter 8